Monday, March 18, 2019

Have you paid your entry fees?

Rodeo participants (and their parents) know what I’m talking about when I reference entry fees. Other things have entry fees, road races, athletic competitions and other things of this nature. Today though, I am talking about life, success and the road before you, those kind of entry fees.

People these days seem to be in such a rush. Our society feeds on the next “thing”. Fads, movies, clothes, activities the latest name it, we are rushing to go get it. We talk about it, we post about it, we Snapchat, tweet. We cannot get to it or there fast enough.

But have you ever asked yourself if you deserve it? If you’ve earned it? If you have put in the time? If you have paid your dues?

It’s a subjective question that has to be answered by you and your heart. Our perspective on it is important. Earning it might take extra effort and work. It might take one more rep in the gym. One more mile on the trail. One more spreadsheet. One more solved case. One more shelf restocked. These are tangible and easily recognizable things that you can do.

What about your heart? Do you posses a servants heart? Most of us hope so, but your heart will guide, if you listen to it. Do you have the heart to commit to the tasks needed? Does your heart tell you when you’ve done enough and your entry fees are paid up?

My point is, at the end of the day are you doing enough in life to pay the entry fees?

Ask yourself:
  • “what have I done for my community this week.”
  • “who have I helped today”
  • “what kind of example am I to my family and friends”
  • “If I died today, what would be the first memory people had of me”

Have a great day and make sure your entry fees are paid.


Sunday, March 3, 2019

"We Need More Cops" and other things heard in the wind this week

A friend of mine, reminded me of a critical incident I was involved in years ago as a patrol sergeant. How I miss the days of working a beat and working with a team of intrepid patrol officers. Its like going into battle with your best friends, defending the citizens against the evil of the world. Its tragic, its tiring, its nerve wracking, its frightening but its with your team and there is strength in that.

The incident that day was horrific. It was chaotic, frightening and violent. But there was quietness in our souls that day. We stepped forward towards the threat. With a flurry of commands, taser deployments, holstering of sidearms and cuffs in hand, I realized we probably needed some more help. As I fought a knife welding suspect with one hand, I exclaimed on my portable radio simply "We need more cops". No I did not use any fancy codes or alerts....I just said it.

We laughed about it a few hours later when calmness entered our hearts and the adrenaline had long since worn off. One of the officers, prophetically said "because of this incident, we (the three of us) will always be closer". He was right, we were, we are.

This week I read the words of Nick Arvin a reporter for The Aggie, the school paper for the UC Davis. Arvin's article titled "UC Davis Professor Thinks Cops "Need to be Killed". It was polarizing as I read and then re-read his article. Davis Police Department had just lost Officer Natalie Corona in an ambush attack just weeks previous to this articles publish date.

I'll summarize, the professor tweeted and then later said:

“I am thankful that every living cop will one day be dead, some by their own hand, some by others, too many of old age #letsnotmakemore” — tweeted on Nov. 27, 2014.

“I mean, it’s easier to shoot cops when their backs are turned, no?” — tweeted on Dec. 27, 2014.

“People think that cops need to be reformed. They need to be killed.” — published in an interview on Jan. 31, 2016.

I wont argue if this is protected speech or not. Because it is protected speech.

It is in my opinion totally despicable.

But it is protected. Being a police officer is not subject to being part of a protected class. Police officers are the protectors, defenders and examples to the populous.

Police officers hunt the things that go bump in the night. They protect the flock against the wolves. They protect the weak from societies bullies, cheats and other lower forms of life.

Police officers make decisions in 6 seconds, that take lawyers who "practice law" 6 months to figure out and later ratify in court. Police officers are medics, counselors, cheer leaders, educators, disciplinarians, novelists, arbitrators, parents and sometimes mechanics.

My point, law enforcement officers in whatever form you see, troopers, deputies, police officers, motor cops, detectives and even Fish & Game officers are vital to the balance of our society and way of life. The have a unique job.

I posted the Aggie article on my social media feeds. Here is a few of the responses:

Twitter feed                   Facebook feed

One poster "How does this so called professor still have a job? This disgusts me, This is outrageous. Does UC Davis Condone this type of rhetoric? Have they acknowledged it, or made a statements"

UC Davis response is contained in this article - Sacramento Bee

Another posted response was "Unfreaken believable"

Another posted response was "Freedom of speech? Really? UC Davis - its never acceptable to encourage murder of ANY human being. The fact that it's a Professor"teaching" students is appalling! Parents of these students should rethink where their children attend school"

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Do we live in a perfect world? Are our public safety officers infallible? No and of course no. There are example of police officers failing. Like here for example - "Police officer charged with illegally making, selling guns" or this "Former police officer arrested on child sex charges". There are other examples of course of police officers acting like the rules do not apply to them. Unfortunate, but that same small percentage of wayward officers can of course be applied to a small percentage of the general public as a whole, but that is not a really great headline, so I get why crimes with the police officer involvement get the limelight. We should be the example of how to be great contributing citizens and these are examples of utter failure. 

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We have work to do still. We must press on and stick with our mission. We must constantly work to improve ourselves, be innovative. We must embrace transparency. We must admit when we make mistakes and learn from them. 

There will always be folks that do not agree with our mission and job function. That shouldn't deter us in anyway at all. They can have their opinions and of course say whatever words they want. The silent majority in this country gets it and supports our daily mission. 

That is all I have for now. Be good to each other.


Sunday, January 13, 2019

Struggling for Words in 2019

This nation has had seven law enforcement officers killed in 2019. Reading this headline from Alabama this morning got me thinking as I sit here in disbelief.

I don’t know what to say anymore. I am struggling for the words.
Perhaps a thought on why some of us made the decision to work in law enforcement. I obviously cannot speak for everyone but I suspect my story is similar to many. 

I wanted to be a journalist. I actually wrote sports articles for a couple of local newspapers for a few years. I was fairly sure this was going to be my career path. Who knows perhaps I could of been the next Miguel Almaguer or Dan Green.

Something happened when I was kid in grade school. I saw one of my friends getting bullied on the playground with racist remarks, shoving and general harassment. I stepped in front of the bully as if it was my job and backed him off (with a right cross).  I don’t know why I did this, but I felt the need to protect him.

My Uncle Jim went to the police academy when I was 11. I remember smelling the leather from his “Batman” utility belt and seeing the super cool uniform on. He was a police officer with the City of Fowler, Paso Robles, San Clemente and retired from Orange County Sheriffs Office. 

When I was just an adolescent I worked in Fresno at a video store. My Dads cousin Ed would stop by my work occasionally. Ed was a Fresno County Sheriffs Office Deputy. He was a professional but he was also very approachable. Ed would sit and chat about his work with me. It sounded amazing. Ed survived multiple officer involved shootings and later retired from injuries sustained in a on-duty collision. 

I also went to college at this time, but my business major didn’t feel like a right fit. I felt Iike I was just plodding along and not really living. That was until I saw an advertisement for the CHP. I read the ad and was intrigued. I didn’t tell my family or friends. I just applied. To my complete surprise, I was successful throughout the process. 

At the end of the background process the local CHP recruiter had a meeting with me. He was talking about the CHP academy start dates and getting my affairs in order to prepare for that. I felt I needed to talk to my family. I called my parents and spoke to them. To say it was NOT my mothers first choice for her firstborn's chosen career would be a bit of an understatement. My parents have always been supportive of all of their kids, but this was a leap. She eventually came around btw. She suggested I call her brother, my Uncle Jim, a police officer and ask him for his thoughts. 

I called my uncle. He was apprehensive but supportive. He had been a police officer over 10 years and knew the dangers. I know how he felt. Its because when I am asked now i feel that same apprehension and need to explain and quantify my thoughts on the subject.

My uncle said "I always be honest and watch your partners back". My dads cousin Ed said the same thing essentially, but with more, shall we say colorful metaphors. Ed's sort of like that. 

Both my uncle and cousin Ed asked me why I was choosing law enforcement. I told them both the bully story. I told them I was intrigued with the idea of helping my community and the people living in it. I liked the fact that there was no routine to the job at all (there is in fact no such thing as a routine traffic stop folks). I said i wanted to do something that would actually make a difference (i theorized then and still do that an arrest can certainly be a positive change).

My uncle asked me why I hadn't considered the regular police academy. I did not have an answer. I had never considered it. He said "the CHP academy is great, but I do not know if you want a job chasing tail lights all the time." Again I had not even considered it. How would I know? 

So the solution for me was to go on some ride-alongs with police officers. I had been a several in the past however never with the thought of actually looking at it from the perspective as a career choice. I arranged several with the local police, sheriffs and CHP. 

I had a blast for the most part. When I rode with Fresno PD and Clovis PD, it was non-stop call to call all night long. It was exhausting yet exhilarating to see these professionals work and actually make positive change to peoples lives on that level. I remember coming home and not being able to sleep after. The ride with CHP was fun as well. Less activity, but the stuff we responded too was big, complex and a few were just horrific (1 fatal and 1 major injury collision). 

I re-evaluated and decided because I did not know what I wanted to do in this career (because I did not know enough about it yet). I probably should opt for the police academy. I remember meeting with Sgt Keller (RIP) at the Fresno Police Academy. Sgt Keller had previously trained Cousin Ed and Uncle Jim. 

Sgt Keller was a gruff, tough old cop. He had a heart of gold but he did not put up with any nonsense. He asked about my relatives and then literally said he wanted me to report to the academy Wednesday evening at 5 pm with a haircut and uniform on and excused me. He handed me a entrance application (stamped approved prior to my filling it out) and told me to get to work. 

Sgt Keller and later a TO named Ron Graham (Monterrey County SO retired) shaped us all at the State Center Police Officers Academy (Class 46). There are some cool stories from the academy that I wont get into now, but suffice to say I graduated and was hired out of the academy. 

The rest is history and a story for a different time. But the take away from this little story is my reasons for entering into this field. 

  • a job that truly helps people
  • different everyday
  • satisfaction in making positive changes in peoples lives
  • protecting those that can not do that for themselves

I suspect that my fellow brothers and sisters in law enforcement have similar stories that parallel my reasons for working in this field. 

This is not hyperbole, it has been a very fulfilling career. I start my 29th year in law enforcement in just a few weeks. I can say I have had a lot of fun. I have felt happy, fulfilled, scared and depressed sometimes all on the same shift. I am proud to continue to serve you all. 

They say that the assignment of patrol in law enforcement can be described as 11 1/2 hours of boredom followed by 1/2 hours of terror. On some day's, that is pretty accurate. 

Sometimes the media picks up on a story that has racial or ideological negative undertones in relation to a law enforcement action. I do not deny that that possibility exists. Police officers are human. Police officers are not infallible. 

I have not seen much or really any of this stuff in my career however.  I guess its probably always going to be about perspective, so I do not doubt folks when they say that when they see something, it upsets them and when I see the same thing, it seems completely fine. I do not look through their life lenses so I chose to listen to understand and not to judge their words.

My point today is to understand these law enforcement professionals and their motivations. We have had seven officers die in the line of duty in 2019 thus far. It is only January 13th, that is one every other day on average. Unfortunately this number will rise. 

I do not pretend to know the answers. I just know I am scared for our future both for our nations law enforcement officers but always our communities, cities and their people. 

I do not think you can arrest your way out of it (but it helps). I do not think you can legislate it. I think it all happens in our homes with our children. Parents we need to do a better job of setting the example we seek from our children as adults. 

Police Chiefs / Sheriffs / Majors / Commissioners / Supervisors we need to do a better job in communicating with those we serve. We need to show folks that we are exactly like them. We have the same fears, some hopes, our kids go to the same schools, we celebrate the same holidays and go to the same parades and events. We are the folks we serve, 100% of the time.

But that is just my opinion. 

Please say a prayer our maybe just a positive thought for the safety of our communities, its people and of course all of those that serve in the military and public safety. 

Be good to each other,


Thursday, December 20, 2018

Thoughts and lessons

I have been involved in public service more than half my life. Officially, 28 years on February 4th, 2019. Its been a journey. I have learned a lot.

I have learned many lessons of humility and patience. I have seen tragedy, violence, hate, fear, happiness, joy and sometimes something in between all that. 

You cannot be taught the lessons I have learned without experiencing them for yourself. Smelling the fear, feeling the exhaustion, the anguish and the sometimes the hope. 

I do not know what kind of leader I am. But I do hope I am one that folks can learn something from by way of example, by style or just by the way I interact and communicate. I always sort of default on the concept of love when talking about my job. I know I spoke about it in my TEDx Salinas Talk exclusively. But I do feel its absolutely true. You cannot spend a life in public service and be successful without in at least a part by loving your fellow man/woman/humans.

People often ask me why I encourage criticism. Why I thank people for criticizing me or my decisions. My answer, I thank everyone because it matters to me. 

Yes, what people think and say matters to me. It does not bother me when folks do not think like I do and are critical of decisions I make or things I say. The fact that they are saying something and have the ability to do that without the fear of judgement or retribution by the subject (me) they are referring too means everything to me and is what I signed up for when I took that oath (well I have taken many oaths).

I have literally been called every single derogatory name in the book, many multiple times. I have never gotten mad at that. I wont ever. I just wont do negative, because I love people and I choose to live with a smile.

I know that some folks do not think like that. That is ok. I do not have that expectation of others. We choose how to live our lives, we do not choose how others live. 

Thank you, 


Friday, June 8, 2018

Torch Run / SBC Saddle Horse Show / Jr Giants

Well we are off in running (pun intended) raising funds for Special Olympics. This is the second year we have participated in the North California Special Olympics Torch Run. Our day for our run is June 12th, the Hollister Police Department leg is from the Superior Court House to HPD. I am very proud of our employees that are choosing to participate in this great event for these very special athletes. Anytime we can help lift up and spotlight folks that need our help in this community and region, we are going to try to do something if we can.

The San Benito Saddle Horse Show & Rodeo kicks off this weekend with the Miss San Benito contest June 9th at 10 AM at Bolado Park. This is a free event for the public. June 16th is the Ranch Rodeo at Bolado Park (9:00 AM start) and the Annual Saddle Horse Show Parade in downtown Hollister starts at 11:00 AM, both events again are completely free.

Later on June 16th at Hollister Concerts (Peppertree Ranch / Guerra’s Cellars) 6 PM - 9 PM Miss San Benito will be introduced at the concert. Gates open at 5:00 PM. Los Lobos is the headliner.

June 17th at Bolado Park, there will be the Figure 8 roping eliminations and later the Jackpot Roping event, starts at 8:00 AM - again Free.

The San Benito Saddle Horse Show & Rodeo Association BBQ is later that day starting around 1:30 PM at Bolado Park.

The 85th San Benito Saddle Horse Show & Rodeo begins Friday June 22. Eliminations start at 8:00 AM. The Western Tack Show starts at 3:00 PM (in front of grandstands main gate). The first performance of the San Benito Saddle Horse Show & Rodeo starts at 7:00 PM.

Saturday and Sunday performances start 1:30 PM. The halter Horse Show will be in the Paddock at 9:30 AM on Saturday June 23rd. The cowboy bbq starts at 5:00 PM on June 23rd.

Jr Giants season begins on June 23rd with the first pitch at Dunne Park that morning.

It’s going to be a busy few weeks for all of us in the community. Many local Rodeo families will be leaving for the California State High School Rodeo Finals in Bishop, CA this weekend.

Personally, I will be at every one of these events. Additionally, I am going to Bishop to support my daughter and friends at the State Finals this next week. I will also be running the Spartan race at Toro Park on June 10th and then running the Special Olympics Torch Run on June 12th. I guess I’ll sleep when I

I hope you try to come to many of these local events to share some fun with your neighbors, these events bring us closer together and makes our community stronger.

Sunday, February 4, 2018

FBI NA Week 4 - Session 271

Week 4 was incredibly busy!

We had the FBINAA (FBI National Academy Associates) Dinner on Monday night. The steak was great 5.11 Tactical sponsored this event.

We had our first of two International Student Panels with the whole session. My roommate Pedro will go in the next panels in Week 7.
King Neptune at Virginia Beach

We had our third Fit Challenge - "The Cyclone" on Wednesday. I would compare it too the "Fight Gone Bad" WOD for CrossFit folks. It pretty much smoked us for the rest of the day. That afternoon Sheriff Tim Whitcomb from Cattaraugus County, New York gave a talk on PTSD. He was fantastic.

Thursday we split our session in half. Half of us went to the US Holocaust Memorial, the other half went to FBI HQ in Washington.

I was in the group that went to FBI HQ first. This building is big with a large courtyard inside of it. It frankly looks Google-like in the courtyard. There is a full-size Starbucks and a FBI store there. I wasn't able to take photos but it wasn't what one would expect for sure. But it was really cool. we walked up to the second level of the building and noticed a single lane running track that was painted in all-weather coating that snaked around second level and included a full outdoor weight lifting area sort of like "muscle beach" style in California. It was very cold, so I didn't see a bunch of random dudes drinking protein powder shakes, wearing ratty spandex and doing clean & jerks...but I did look.

We got a brief tour and then went into the "FBI Experience". This is a public tour at FBI HQ and I thought it was really good. It would be specifically good for elementary / high school students.
Pre-Plunge at Virginia Beach

We then ate a box lunch and loaded up and went to the United States Holocaust Memorial.

If you have never been, please put this on your bucket list of places to visit in the DC area. Its hard to describe the feelings you feel as you walk through this living narrative of a horrific time in our planets history. For a police officer that works in a Republic like the US, it was jarring to see photos of German police officers and military turn from defending and protecting to an instrument of hate and evil. See the mock ups of the gas chambers and the empty cans of the mixture they used for the gas chambers was pretty intense. Then we came to the room of shoes. The shoes were left from the people they marched into the gas chambers. It was incredibly sad to see the different sizes. Adult shoes, fancy female shoes and children's shoes.

Friday my last class was "online" the topic of the class was "The Apology" click here - The Apology for reference.
The Shoes

It was a lively discussion, facilitated by a few instructor questions we had to answer. I noticed that it was really a question on where you were from in the world as to the content of your answers and how you felt about the Chiefs statement. As for myself, I was actually in the audience for this speech. I drew a lot of correlation to our own State of California, immigration, migrant farm workers and our struggles. I didn't have any issue at all with the Chief's speech. You may or may not agree. I feel we need to acknowledge that there were big problems in the way law enforcement was utilized in the past in relation to how minorities were treated. Further we need to acknowledge that racism, sexism and a bunch of other ism's still exist in the hearts of some folks in this country. Our mission should be is what are we going to do about it today? How are we going to help the next generation in this arena? For me I think it should be one of our top priorities in this country. Remember what Klingon Chancellor Gorkon said in the cinematic classic "Star Trek The Undiscovered Country". He said "If we are to have a Brave New World, our generation will have the hardest time living in it."
Klingon Chancellor Gorkon

Saturday, a group of us drove down to Virginia Beach (about 2.5 hours away) and did the Special Olympics Polar Plunge for the State of Virginia. It was absolutely the coldest I have ever been in my entire life. Wow! It was super fun and glad I could help raise funds for Special Olympics while I am here at the FBI Academy.

Well I have some reading to do and a group project to finish off. I'll blog again next week at the end of Week 5.

Have a great week and be nice to each other.


Super cool Torch Run car

I think I want one...

Great crab cakes here

Sunday, January 28, 2018

FBI NA Week 3 - Session #271

Week 3 at the FBI National Academy has been busy. I think we have all settled into our classes and have started writing our term papers. I have turned in 2-3 in different classes already. Managing a class of 226 students is done through the University of Virginia. They actually have a large presence at the academy.

Some of us got off base for a little R&R this week, enjoying some of the many sights and great dining.

Wednesday we had our second "Fit Challenge" - Your Not In Kansas Anymore. This Fit Challenge was really fun. There were three stations - Hill Climbs (15-20 meters up a steep grade, stairs climbs (at the FBI Laboratory parking structure) and band-resisted running (25-30 meters) in the track in-field. It was good workout for sure.

I continued rowing, biking and CrossFit wod's daily (nightly actually) this week. I joined the challenge of riding 271 miles on the stationary bicycle, rowing 34 miles along with doing the weekly Fit Challenges and PT.

Wednesday we were scheduled to go to the Law Enforcement Memorial in Washington DC but some sort of bus snafu canceled that trip (it has been rescheduled).

Later in the week we had briefing from a survivor of the Virginia Tech Shooting and a survivor from the Navy Shipyards Shooting. Powerful stuff. Insightful as we had students in our session that responded to the Virginia Tech Shooting.

In my media class we started doing the interviews. Many of my classmates have never done media interviews but despite that did very well. I think our instructors have done an outstanding job.

I know today being Sunday 1/28/18 is technically Week 4...but my blog, my rules. Myself, my roommate Pedro, across the hall guys Rick and Dan "Chicago" went to the National Marine Corps Museum today. It is incredible. I don't know how to describe it any other way. I was not in the service, but I have a deep appreciation for those that have served. If you were a Marine and you have not visited, please do yourself a favor and go. If you were not a Marine or not in the service, please go, its amazing.

After several hours at the Marine Corps Museum, we decided to drive into DC. It was slightly raining and it was a Sunday. We parked downtown and went to lunch first at Ebbits. One of the best restaurant burgers I've ever eaten. After lunch we walked over to the National Mall and saw the sights, the Whitehouse, Washington Monument, World War 2 Monument, Korean War, Vietnam War monuments and of course the Lincoln Memorial.

Looking forward to a very busy Week 4.

Have a great week,